im trying to move my entries from here over to blogger, but its taking a hell lot of time because i've got like entries all the way from '04 sept(i think), and i've only moved entries up till jan 05, and that's about 132 entries alrd. it'll be a long process, but hell yeah, i need to move out of here because this site is a potential adware site if u haven't realised and guarded yourself against it.

yeah, so im spending my days doing all these moving before school start, and b4 tmr comes, because im going to be stoning at vj for the entire day.


okay life havent been much exciting. we all need to find new excitement in life. i've watched the zpop concert which had jolin, fish, jeff chang and harlem yu...wasn't much entertainment but great music. lousy crowd. haha. then i've been shopping. burning a hole in my pocket that kinda shit. i have this new skirt that i really like, and i declare that mphosis is my latest fave shop. and so is zara's trf. lol. now i need to get a pair of wedges, pumps and erm jacket. haha. i still have that much to buy, yeah.

and i dropped by village which has leeched over marche heerens, the food not very fantastic, and u dun get the feel-good atmosphere anymore. haha. maybe im biased.

im waiting for vivocity to open in october because god. marche switzerland will be operating there, so yay no more franchise shit. then the largest gv will be there too. then the sentosa express, so we could zip over to sentosa if we would like to. and then GAP is opening in singapore. yaayyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~ gap is some americal brand that works like f21 and topshop. yeah, known more for their jeans. i need jeans so yay, check out new stuff.

and i watched the lake house!
jinghan said that it was a 'dating' movie. well....hahaha. dunnoe. i think some parts a bit draggy, and it was illogical, the time difference and all. and i rather he(keanu reeeves) u know, remained ****, because when the screenwright decided to be nice, it didnt make the ending nice. i know we love =) endings, but sometimes no, not really.
oh but i cried. hahahah. useless i know! or maybe because i had told myself that this was a 'crying' movie, so it was quite easy to tear. i think.


oh but hey, on a recent dinner date with my parents, i realised that there are so few families with kids around my age and my sis' age that are hanging out at orchard road. hahah. very bad to be seen with parents is it? hahaha. i dunnoe, just something i've observed on the streets. it's like, quite nice to shop at orchard with parents mar, especially when mummy is quite a good fashion advisor, and daddy will pay for meals. hahahahaha. im such a leech.

yeah, i guess this is it. an update. hahaha.

my style of writing is getting crappier huh. ha.

some cuckoo encoding made the blog go crazy, so i'm going to repost this again.
-_-"
tell me why technology is taking over us, when sometimes it can really screw us all up?


就在3年后的某一个晚上，才终于领悟到为什么老妈会这么喜欢这首歌的词。


漫天的话语
纷乱落在耳际
你我沉默不回应
牵你的手
你却哭红了眼睛
路途漫长无止尽
多想提起勇气
好好的呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

迷雾散尽
一切终于变清晰
爱与痛都成回忆
遗忘过去
繁花灿烂在天际
等待已有了结局
我会提起勇气
好好地呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

漫天纷飞的花语
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

让我们懂得学会珍惜



“让我们取名叫做珍惜，让我们懂得珍惜“
有时候[珍惜]这堂课，还真的需要时间的磨练才能领悟其中的意义。

今天是七夕，且记珍惜眼前人哟。
=)

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first things first. this wma version really doesn't do justice to the lush arrangement of piano and strings in this single.
i like pianos and strings arranged in such manner because it sounds really grand and i just love to plug my earphones to my ears and let it blast, so that somehow, the crowd around me will disappear, and i will feel this sense of solitude that is often welcomed in days of madness.

sadly, the vocals really don't do much justice.
the scene only needs one jay chou, and we really, really had enough of his mumblings.


暗奏
[ 南拳妈妈-调色盘]
词黄俊郎曲宇豪


天空
乍亮的闪电
路上布满
锐利鳞片
每次我向前
就痛一遍
在痛也比不上迷失的感觉
真理的坚持
向脚上带刺的链
越走越深陷
发光的地方
到底还多远
我继续弹奏痛着向前

你的眼神(为何非要这么坚决)
学着后退(难道你对世界就不能妥协)
我的双眼(看着远方那片旷野)
那么的美(安逸的人可以不要了解)
你的手指(已经弹出炽热的血)
什么感觉(难道你对梦想就不能忽略)
我的左手(再现实里就快要凋谢)
慢慢枯萎(你要记得这个悲伤的音乐)

在我倒下之前
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有听到
我坚持的信念
在黑暗的终点
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有看到
那发亮的边缘

天空
乍亮的闪电
落在右边
凄黑湖面
陪我的琴健
叫做信念
你们继续露出不屑嘴脸
我经过那一块
没箭头的招牌
文字很悲哀
没有坚持的
就平凡离开
而坚持的我却只能等待

你的眼神(为何非要这么坚决)
学着后退(难道你对世界就不能妥协)
我的双眼(看着远方那片旷野)
那么的美(安逸的人可以不要了解)
你的手指(已经弹出炽热的血)
什么感觉(难道你对梦想就不能忽略)
我的左手(再现实里就快要凋谢)
慢慢枯萎(你要记得这个悲伤的音乐)

在我倒下之前
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有听到
我坚持的信念
在黑暗的终点
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有看到
那发亮的边缘
在我倒下之前
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有听到
我坚持的信念
在黑暗的终点
这斑驳的琴健
对着我的觉悟
弹最后的一遍

like the lyrics though. i like such a sense of determination in humans.

my clock was at [1111] when i loaded this page. wow.

so it's the 7th month, and hi hungry ghosts~ and all of them must be very happy because there's like 2 months of the festival this year, because of some lunar calendar patterns. i don't really know how to explain it, but yeah, in gist, hungry ghost festival is 2 months this year.

i used to be quite scared of the idea of ghosts and rituals and etc, but now, i probably have a more open minded view to it. if there are ghosts, then hi~ welcome to the mortal world, and i know you have your business, so let's just live in harmony. haha. well, i'm just, used to the idea of ghosts and spiritual beings hanging around, and i think they are really, really less frightening than cold blooded murderers, rapists, robbers and etc.

choy. touch wood. why am i touching on such crap.



recent events and conversations have set me to wonder whether blogging is the best way to "vent", because to me, blogging was an avenue for venting, and i could probably go "XXXX, YOU SUCK!!" that kinda of stuff; and perhaps hope that XXX will really read it. but now, i dunnoe. being forthcoming and straightforward in the public arena may not be the best choice of anger management. but unless i find a better way to vent, perhaps blogs will be my choice for the time being. it's like some people like to play piano and etc to vent, some like to...i dunnoe, break stuff to vent; but for me, typing on a keyboard makes me feel a lot better, and seeing it on a www page makes me feel even better. then i'll cry and sleep and the day will be much much better.

i like staring at the screen a lot, because i like stoning, and because sometimes i'm actually staring at my wmp or itunes, and then i'll be fleeting in and out of thoughts while listening to my usual songlist. makes me feel connected with myself, and perhaps its my best form of relaxation after a day of mayhem.


so to my existent(those who tag) and non-existent(haha. i'm not perplexed at you not tagging though): perhaps i'll blog less in the future. perhaps more. i dunnoe. all i know is that this is something that has accompanied me in my growing years, and will serve as a rememberance of the people i've met, the things i've done, and the thoughts i used to have. we are always afraid to Remember, so do i, but sometimes in one's life, probably we would embark of a self-discovery journey, and this little blog may help.


i hope. =)

so maybe now i'll like to ink it and say that im no smelly, and that a pepsi tab or anything "orbit" will not do the job; getit diaperhead's nanny? *winks*

词:颜玺轩  曲:tank   编曲:吕绍淳

等待一点一滴你对我感到安心
感觉朋友关系有了新的默契
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你
灵魂有了意义用每一天珍惜
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

雨和天空也有相爱的可能
望着你的微笑情不自禁

给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算地球毁灭来不及流泪
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱

i'm just posting this because i havent posted this before? as with so many other songs that i've been humming these few months.

okay. i need a new hairstyle. so i shall go find one now.
tata~