很久，很久以前，就开始在网上记载着我的生活点滴。

记载着我的记忆，我的感想，我的喜好。


但是，这也并不是最好的记载方式。
把一切放在这儿，似乎让大家有了个放大镜，来揣测我的想法，让大家借题发挥；这一点让我很不自在。



自由言论，变得很不自由。



这是个迟来的完结篇。有个开始，也应该有个结束。


只是这个结束，还花了我很多时间。=)
谢谢大家的关心。
在世界的某个角落，我还是会好好的活着的。

new store alert.

check out this fantastic accessories store at marina square. (it's along the lane of topshop, miss selfridge and zara)

http://www.diva.net.au/Home/Default.aspx
(this is the main australia store page. i suspect the s'pore shop carries stuff that are about a few weeks older.)

this brand caters to topshop, miss selfridge (i.e. the Freedom line that we see in all the topshop branches here), aka the "behind the scenes" people.

lovely lovely jewellery. all cheap as well.
thank god. no more 19 bucks necklaces for the Freedom line.

im trying to move my entries from here over to blogger, but its taking a hell lot of time because i've got like entries all the way from '04 sept(i think), and i've only moved entries up till jan 05, and that's about 132 entries alrd. it'll be a long process, but hell yeah, i need to move out of here because this site is a potential adware site if u haven't realised and guarded yourself against it.

yeah, so im spending my days doing all these moving before school start, and b4 tmr comes, because im going to be stoning at vj for the entire day.


okay life havent been much exciting. we all need to find new excitement in life. i've watched the zpop concert which had jolin, fish, jeff chang and harlem yu...wasn't much entertainment but great music. lousy crowd. haha. then i've been shopping. burning a hole in my pocket that kinda shit. i have this new skirt that i really like, and i declare that mphosis is my latest fave shop. and so is zara's trf. lol. now i need to get a pair of wedges, pumps and erm jacket. haha. i still have that much to buy, yeah.

and i dropped by village which has leeched over marche heerens, the food not very fantastic, and u dun get the feel-good atmosphere anymore. haha. maybe im biased.

im waiting for vivocity to open in october because god. marche switzerland will be operating there, so yay no more franchise shit. then the largest gv will be there too. then the sentosa express, so we could zip over to sentosa if we would like to. and then GAP is opening in singapore. yaayyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~ gap is some americal brand that works like f21 and topshop. yeah, known more for their jeans. i need jeans so yay, check out new stuff.

and i watched the lake house!
jinghan said that it was a 'dating' movie. well....hahaha. dunnoe. i think some parts a bit draggy, and it was illogical, the time difference and all. and i rather he(keanu reeeves) u know, remained ****, because when the screenwright decided to be nice, it didnt make the ending nice. i know we love =) endings, but sometimes no, not really.
oh but i cried. hahahah. useless i know! or maybe because i had told myself that this was a 'crying' movie, so it was quite easy to tear. i think.


oh but hey, on a recent dinner date with my parents, i realised that there are so few families with kids around my age and my sis' age that are hanging out at orchard road. hahah. very bad to be seen with parents is it? hahaha. i dunnoe, just something i've observed on the streets. it's like, quite nice to shop at orchard with parents mar, especially when mummy is quite a good fashion advisor, and daddy will pay for meals. hahahahaha. im such a leech.

yeah, i guess this is it. an update. hahaha.

my style of writing is getting crappier huh. ha.

some cuckoo encoding made the blog go crazy, so i'm going to repost this again.
-_-"
tell me why technology is taking over us, when sometimes it can really screw us all up?


就在3年后的某一个晚上，才终于领悟到为什么老妈会这么喜欢这首歌的词。


漫天的话语
纷乱落在耳际
你我沉默不回应
牵你的手
你却哭红了眼睛
路途漫长无止尽
多想提起勇气
好好的呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

迷雾散尽
一切终于变清晰
爱与痛都成回忆
遗忘过去
繁花灿烂在天际
等待已有了结局
我会提起勇气
好好地呵护你
不让你受委屈
苦也愿意

漫天纷飞的花语
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

那些痛的记忆
落在春的泥土里
滋养了大地
开出下一个花季
风中你的泪滴
滴滴落在回忆里
让我们取名叫做珍惜

让我们懂得学会珍惜



“让我们取名叫做珍惜，让我们懂得珍惜“
有时候[珍惜]这堂课，还真的需要时间的磨练才能领悟其中的意义。

今天是七夕，且记珍惜眼前人哟。
=)

br>
first things first. this wma version really doesn't do justice to the lush arrangement of piano and strings in this single.
i like pianos and strings arranged in such manner because it sounds really grand and i just love to plug my earphones to my ears and let it blast, so that somehow, the crowd around me will disappear, and i will feel this sense of solitude that is often welcomed in days of madness.

sadly, the vocals really don't do much justice.
the scene only needs one jay chou, and we really, really had enough of his mumblings.


暗奏
[ 南拳妈妈-调色盘]
词黄俊郎曲宇豪


天空
乍亮的闪电
路上布满
锐利鳞片
每次我向前
就痛一遍
在痛也比不上迷失的感觉
真理的坚持
向脚上带刺的链
越走越深陷
发光的地方
到底还多远
我继续弹奏痛着向前

你的眼神(为何非要这么坚决)
学着后退(难道你对世界就不能妥协)
我的双眼(看着远方那片旷野)
那么的美(安逸的人可以不要了解)
你的手指(已经弹出炽热的血)
什么感觉(难道你对梦想就不能忽略)
我的左手(再现实里就快要凋谢)
慢慢枯萎(你要记得这个悲伤的音乐)

在我倒下之前
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有听到
我坚持的信念
在黑暗的终点
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有看到
那发亮的边缘

天空
乍亮的闪电
落在右边
凄黑湖面
陪我的琴健
叫做信念
你们继续露出不屑嘴脸
我经过那一块
没箭头的招牌
文字很悲哀
没有坚持的
就平凡离开
而坚持的我却只能等待

你的眼神(为何非要这么坚决)
学着后退(难道你对世界就不能妥协)
我的双眼(看着远方那片旷野)
那么的美(安逸的人可以不要了解)
你的手指(已经弹出炽热的血)
什么感觉(难道你对梦想就不能忽略)
我的左手(再现实里就快要凋谢)
慢慢枯萎(你要记得这个悲伤的音乐)

在我倒下之前
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有听到
我坚持的信念
在黑暗的终点
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有看到
那发亮的边缘
在我倒下之前
这斑驳的琴健
你有没有听到
我坚持的信念
在黑暗的终点
这斑驳的琴健
对着我的觉悟
弹最后的一遍

like the lyrics though. i like such a sense of determination in humans.